I spent so much of my time on earth trying to feel wanted and desired. Trying to be enough, no matter what it looked like. I wanted to be great at everything, so I always had something to offer. Causing me to be multi-faceted, but for the wrong reasons. Jumping from different careers, hobbies, business ideas and friend circles. All because the time I spent trying to have a desirable skill, I was losing who I was more and more.

In turn, I remember at 28 I decided to stop everything, and make my deepest desires my reality. I applied to college, and for some reason was surprised at how many people I lost along the way.  Since I was no longer filling the niche, they needed me for, I no longer had purpose.

Yet, every day since I decided to reintroduce myself to me, I’ve woken up knowing I am my authentic self. Unapologetically. Knowing that what I’m chasing far outweighs my losses. I constantly say to myself, stay authentic, be worth the abundance you desire. Peace of self is the greatest reward.

Presenting the real you to people, and the natural pull to spaces you belong in, only comes when you are true to yourself. Ascension and Awakening are the consequences of authenticity.

The challenging part of this will be rejection. When you are no longer willing to make yourself fit, and accepting when you are not desired, the sting of rejection will only help you reach a level of emotional maturity and confidence in self. And not the cliché of confidence like looks and appearance. I mean the confidence to truly know that everyone feels rejection, it’s the response that sets us apart.  

For example, our younger selves (emotionally immature) would lose friends, lose jobs, lose significant others, and lash out. “fuck them”, “I don’t care” “their loss” etc. That is the inability to handle rejection and process emotions.

When you have shed everything that is not you, when you present your authentic, raw, beautiful self in its full capacity, when you show up for you every single day and every encounter, two things happen. Your discernment and intuition heighten, as well as the understanding feeling rejection is ok, normal, and apart of growth.

Think about it, how could you present your most vulnerable self, and feel nothing if it’s not accepted. Even if it’s a split-second fleeting emotion. Admit it exists, feel it, and know that it just wasn’t the space for you. And instead of trying to make yourself fit, make yourself be accepted, make yourself do activities you truly don’t care for, before you start losing yourself again, be confident. Feeling and processing useful emotions are what confidence looks like.

-Authenticity

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